I feel like I would get dependent on the antidepressants, I honestly don't get depressed much about it anymore because I'm always tired, I hope Tsuji finds how to do it right then I'll quit my jobs get it done and have some money left over and have a good nights sleep that I haven't gotten since hairloss got me.Did you get help for this ? i know that antidepressants help me quite a few years when i was your age, it started at 15 for me.