Like something deep down in me feels like sh*t for having to use it, although i love it and it has made my life a lot better. How do you apply it? I wash my hair, dry it then sprinkle a bit on all over then brush it in then apply hair product then brush then use some freeze hold hair spray. I've found the next day after waking up it looks a bit better as well. I've only been using for a month or so. How many years have you guys been using it?