I am completely fed up with hair loss and the emotional drain it has become. Over the past 15 months I have been on medication and experienced two solid bursts of regrowth in which the new hair lasted no longer than a month and then shed again. I am currently in the process of shedding my second load of regrowth which only occured late last year and am honestly sick and tired of the whole thing. Why the hell does it shed a month after growing back!!!
I am 22 years old and I have been battling this for over 2 years now. I am a mere shadow of the confident guy I once was. I get major anxiety whenever people are behind me (currently using concealers) and have become an extremely paranoid person as a result. My friendships have suffered greatly and I barely even leave my own house any more, I only feel comfortable on my own. Hair loss it all I think about.
Hair loss has completely consumed and destroyed me as a person. It has taken over my life and made me feel weak and inferior. I just started a new job at big company and am on an open plan office floor. I can openly hear the group sitting behind me talking/laughing about my situation and it kills me inside. The worst part of hair loss for me is hair loss on the crown, because no matter how many different angles you try positioning two mirrors at to check it out, you will never see it as others do and this makes it impossible to hide.
I couldnt ever commit suicide because I wouldnt want to hurt my family but sometimes a permanent solution like death seems like the only logical solution for this problem and I would welcome a relatively quick, pain-free fatal accident.
Sometimes it feels good to rant.
I am 22 years old and I have been battling this for over 2 years now. I am a mere shadow of the confident guy I once was. I get major anxiety whenever people are behind me (currently using concealers) and have become an extremely paranoid person as a result. My friendships have suffered greatly and I barely even leave my own house any more, I only feel comfortable on my own. Hair loss it all I think about.
Hair loss has completely consumed and destroyed me as a person. It has taken over my life and made me feel weak and inferior. I just started a new job at big company and am on an open plan office floor. I can openly hear the group sitting behind me talking/laughing about my situation and it kills me inside. The worst part of hair loss for me is hair loss on the crown, because no matter how many different angles you try positioning two mirrors at to check it out, you will never see it as others do and this makes it impossible to hide.
I couldnt ever commit suicide because I wouldnt want to hurt my family but sometimes a permanent solution like death seems like the only logical solution for this problem and I would welcome a relatively quick, pain-free fatal accident.
Sometimes it feels good to rant.
