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My good days are more often than my bad which is good. Been coping well, really focussed on my running and career.
But someday I just feel miserable and lonely. I just hate the way I look. I just look plain ugly/unattractive. There isn't much i can do.
I decided to see a prostitute. It was ok. She complimented my body but I could tell she thought i was ugly. She didn't want to kiss me or make eye contact. But i'm used to this now.
Some days I still get sad and think of my ex from a few years ago. This women was a huge sl*t with a tonne of issues. I realise now I just miss the feeling being with her not who she actually was. I get this now. It was just the feeling of acceptance, love, validation, sex and knowing your life actually means something to someone. oh well these days i don't remember it as well and i know she would of made my life worse long term.
Just feel like sh*t. Hopefully tomorrow i'll feel better.
How do you guys handle being the ugly single guy ?
But someday I just feel miserable and lonely. I just hate the way I look. I just look plain ugly/unattractive. There isn't much i can do.
I decided to see a prostitute. It was ok. She complimented my body but I could tell she thought i was ugly. She didn't want to kiss me or make eye contact. But i'm used to this now.
Some days I still get sad and think of my ex from a few years ago. This women was a huge sl*t with a tonne of issues. I realise now I just miss the feeling being with her not who she actually was. I get this now. It was just the feeling of acceptance, love, validation, sex and knowing your life actually means something to someone. oh well these days i don't remember it as well and i know she would of made my life worse long term.
Just feel like sh*t. Hopefully tomorrow i'll feel better.
How do you guys handle being the ugly single guy ?
