starting to feel like everything is empty And meaningless

[Exodus2011]

no matter if i get successful or get a gf or whatever the ****, i will still never be myself again

or at least the self i wanna be

not to mention this baldness makes me feel like i cant relate to anyone

i feel alone and empty and sad. especially when i drink

ive been fantasizing about having a good job or girlfriend but id still rather have ****ing hair

its like i care more about my internal spiritual possessions like my sense of self than some dumb b**ch or stupid pieces of green paper

really when i sit there and think about everything is starting to feel pointless. we are all just worthless rotting meat bags with biological computers (brains) programmed to self perpetuate (through food and sex)

its all so ****ing superficial really, nihilism ftw lol

 

[slipy]

we are all just worthless rotting meat bags with biological computers (brains) programmed to self perpetuate (through food and sex)

its all so ****ing superficial really, nihilism ftw lol

imagine all the drones that inhabit this world, clueless about the true nature of this world and human existence.
giving meaning to things (social norms) that are essentially contrived and meaningless. unable to think outside the box. if we're just apes then why are the opinions of humans important, why would it matter if someone thinks im cool or a looser? but they have egos and don't realize the insignificance.

 

[Exodus2011]

imagine all the drones that inhabit this world, clueless about the true nature of this world and human existence.
giving meaning to things (social norms) that are essentially contrived and meaningless. unable to think outside the box. if we're just apes then why are the opinions of humans important, why would it matter if someone thinks im cool or a looser? but they have egos and don't realize the insignificance.

yea exactly. christmas is a big contrivance. a pointless agricultural pagan festival thats all about more, more, and more. oh lets all be happy and nice because its been done every year for the past few hundred years in white society lol.

really we should take the "christmas spirit" and extend it to our daily lives. sometimes i think christmas and thanksgiving are there so people dont kill themselves during the long cold empty lonely winters haha

 

[shookwun]

u masterbate to much, that's why your life feels dull, and meaningless.

bet you feel foggy a lot don't you?

 

[lkm370]

You know its funny. I was talking this same topic over with a friend yesterday. We were both drunk and just debating philosophy. It is all pointless in the end. The only thing that keeps me going is a set of mostly unattainable goals. I mean every day I wake up in the hopes of accomplishing them even though the odds are against me. The fact that I probably will never have sex again makes me morbidly depressed. That's why I'm always working on something(my goals). If I stop for even a couple of minutes, my "demons" catch up to me and I can feel the quicksand of depression gobble me up. Thats all psychologically damaged people such as my self can do. Be so busy, you have no time to ruminate on the reality

 

[shookwun]

You know its funny. I was talking this same topic over with a friend yesterday. We were both drunk and just debating philosophy. It is all pointless in the end. The only thing that keeps me going is a set of mostly unattainable goals. I mean every day I wake up in the hopes of accomplishing them even though the odds are against me. The fact that I probably will never have sex again makes me morbidly depressed. That's why I'm always working on something(my goals). If I stop for even a couple of minutes, my "demons" catch up to me and I can feel the quicksand of depression gobble me up. Thats all psychologically damaged people such as my self can do. Be so busy, you have no time to ruminate on the reality

Libiddo is levely; the pleasure principle keeps in perpetual motion. Finasteride usage is the result%