Abusing cigarettes to avoid thoughts about hair loss!

[sheraz1392]

These days I'm smoking 30-40 cigarettes daily to avoid frustrating thoughts about my hair loss. I started losing mine at age 14 and this frustration thing has embedded into my system and mind as 95% of the thoughts that my mind generates are about hair. So, few months back I started smoking and I was happy with the thoughts diverting effect it had on me. With the time as my body is getting used to it, I have to smoke more and more ciggs to keep my mind in that trance-like state.

 

[swingline747]

These days I'm smoking 30-40 cigarettes daily to avoid frustrating thoughts about my hair loss. I started losing mine at age 14 and this frustration thing has embedded into my system and mind as 95% of the thoughts that my mind generates are about hair. So, few months back I started smoking and I was happy with the thoughts diverting effect it had on me. With the time as my body is getting used to it, I have to smoke more and more ciggs to keep my mind in that trance-like state.

Have you tried the gym?

I mean its a good distraction UNTIL you see a couple good looking buff guys WITH hair and then its pretty stressful again but it beats smoking