I have a problem when I will binge on a TV series'...I like to escape to a fantasy world where I am handsome, and have a life which I do not hate. Usually these "episodes" last for a week where I shun all contact with the real world.
You and me, the same, CaptainForehead. I like your nickname by the way! I should've made mine "MsFivehead" ...
I do what you are saying EVERY SINGLE DAY ALL DAY.
I try to make my hair look half decent with a bucket of Toppik and some carefully calculated styling, then pretend like I still have a full head.
I will slip into this fantasy world where I am once again a beautiful, young female with a full head of hair,
and pretend I am still with my ex which I still love, still doing my education, still having a job, still going out of the house, still dressing up etc.
I even catch myself smiling sometimes because I get so deep into my own fantasy I almost belive it.
But then reality snaps in and I am back in my miserable life, stuck in this genetic trainwreck which is my stupid body.
I mean if I could have any problem besides this, I would! Except for blindness, wheelchair or 3rd degree burn.
I would trade anything for a full head basically, even my family (!!!Don't shoot me for this!!!).
Call me vain, call me pathetic, call me egoistic, call me evil or whatever you want.
All I know is that I'm 22 years old and my life is already over. All I can do is sit by and watch other people's bliss or pretending I have my own...
BALDNESS SUCKS MORE THAN ANYTHING.