I think that is the hardest thing that i had in my whole life . i feel shame,i dont want to see anyone or to talk .i feel like sh*t,i am young .i feel old and ugly.i feel like i am not attractive anymore.i used to have alot of girls in my past 2 years with full head of hair.i was using minoxidill for 3 years and i was stupid i stopped using it.from nw2 to nw4 or worse.i dont like to hang out anymore or to do something,i feel very deep sadness .i feel like i lost my life and the only one with that curse i was beautiful ,happy,kind.that curse took away everything from me.how am i supposed to be happy?..always people were looking at me with kind smile .giving me compliments about my eyes or at my hair .i cant feel like that i will be happy anymore i just cant stop crying just cant.now i feel like the ugly sad and old friend.i tried propecia i had very bad side effects i cant use anything