23F. In the past year I have visited: several dermatologists, trichologists, internists and a couple of other doctors, theres so many i lost count, done countless of blood work but they are not certain and don't take my hair loss seriously. I cry myself to sleep every single night, I used to be so pretty. I look like an ugly mole rat now. I feel like I'm decomposing. They have found I have early stages of hashimoto however the hormones itself are normal, but i have high antibodies. They just prescribed me Selenite as a vitamin to take and stated they are unsure what else to do to help my hair loss. They said it might not help but to take it. My hair loss continues to fall like rain.
I'm having constant break downs, i cant sleep and i cant go outside, I have to go visit therapists to help me cope but I am going the f*** insane I cannot accept the fact that I am going bald and nobody cares about me. I don't have the will to continue like this. I used to get bullied for being ugly as a kid and when I styled my hair I felt pretty and now that's gone. Everything I needed let me go
I'm having constant break downs, i cant sleep and i cant go outside, I have to go visit therapists to help me cope but I am going the f*** insane I cannot accept the fact that I am going bald and nobody cares about me. I don't have the will to continue like this. I used to get bullied for being ugly as a kid and when I styled my hair I felt pretty and now that's gone. Everything I needed let me go