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BeardCombover

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About the 'big f*****g balls' I wasn't referring that I had literally big balls, I meant u gotta have so much courage to do that
Ye. I got it dude. Sry if smth, but not getting the most basic post-irony (even the horrible one) screams of depression. Mb you're been too serious to yourself, or life? Life is meaningless anyways. why take it too serious? Just enjoy the good stuff and ignore the bad stuff...
I think of it like that... Depression = emptiness, happiness = fullness, death also means emptiness. Why would you hurry to reach after emptiness if you didn't explore enough fullness? That doesn't make sense to me. I understand there's a childhood trauma involved, had it myself. that made a huge void inside my soul. The thing is that life is all about possibilities and why deprive yourself of possibilities, if death = permanently no possibilities? Rather than being depressed, find and analyze this trauma and make it fk itself, as well as everyone being involved (at least in mind). Find what you like, level up your awareness through it to better understand what life and fullness really is. We all are complete losers here, so why are you more depressed about it than everyone else? Just learn to be happy that you're a loser and that'll make you less of a loser. =D
 
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Adri23

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Ye. I got it dude. Sry if smth, but not getting the most basic post-irony (even the horrible one) screams of depression. Mb you're been too serious to yourself, or life? Life is meaningless anyways. why take it too serious? Just enjoy the good stuff and ignore the bad stuff...
I think of it like that... Depression = emptiness, happiness = fullness, death also means emptiness. Why would you hurry to reach after emptiness if you didn't explore enough fullness? That doesn't make sense to me. I understand there's a childhood trauma involved, had it myself. that made a huge void inside my soul. The thing is that life is all about possibilities and why deprive yourself of possibilities, if death = permanently no possibilities? Rather than being depressed, find and analyze this trauma and make it fk itself, as well as everyone being involved (at least in mind). Find what you like, level up your awareness through it to better understand what life and fullness really is. We all are complete losers here, so why are you more depressed about it than everyone else? Just learn to be happy that you're a loser and that'll make you less of a loser. =D
Yeah I mean I have bunch of mental issues that makes me unable ro be happy since I was 14 yo. I try but there are stuff that will never change. Also I have no job and in my country is impossible, so I cant even get surgeries to fix some insecurities. Also having 0 friends sucks
 

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Btw I am doing new schedule for my injections. it is working good on my skin for now. I prob have better skin than 99% of ppl not even kidding. I take bunch of supplements + tretinoin + dermapen ( high depth cause I use topical anesthesia till i bled). Anyways I have been doing that for years and never had this great skin. It improved after i stopped estradiol for 18 days and now taking 3 mg and planning to do a pause of 16 days every 6 weeks to clean the receptors from weak estradiol metabolites that might interfere with 17b estradiol binding to the receptor. I also want to lower shbg so this is a good way to so it too
 

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Yeah I mean I have bunch of mental issues that makes me unable ro be happy since I was 14 yo. I try but there are stuff that will never change. Also I have no job and in my country is impossible, so I cant even get surgeries to fix some insecurities. Also having 0 friends sucks
Everyone have them, dude. And never say never, this word is about an absolute, that is a conditional concept and doesn't exist as long as you are alive, only with condition of death. You'll get everything you want, you just need to give yourself enough time. Some people are just slow with everything (like me). =D
 

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Everyone have them, dude. And never say never, this word is about an absolute, that is a conditional concept and doesn't exist as long as you are alive, only with condition of death. You'll get everything you want, you just need to give yourself enough time. Some people are just slow with everything (like me). =D
Yeah I am extra slow it seems. I'm 26 and I have not achieved anything in life
 

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Same, and it doesn't fkin matter. The only thing that matters is what you're doing right now. Past and future are not real.
Thing is every year I tell myself I will do stuff to get better but I always abandon the idea because the f*****g ADHD is so strong on me I can't focus at all and lose motivation very fast
 

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Thing is every year I tell myself I will do stuff to get better but I always abandon the idea because the f*****g ADHD is so strong on me I can't focus at all and lose motivation very fast
Losing motivation is ok, you're just learning, while seeking what's really important for you. And I think you are misunderstanding the concept of "geting better" thing, as you can't just abandon it. Getting better is the process that happens automatically when you learn new things about stuff you're interested in, and can prioritize this interest above others. If you do many things at a time, you're still getting better, as long as you're not getting confused between these things. That's what goals are for, to prioritize your interests and, thereby, divide the world into parts to then reassemble it into something new and better. But goals aren't permanent too, they are ever changing together with more knowledge.
Ok, I'm getting tired of myself, gonna go off for today, peace!
 
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corn_scoops

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unfortunnately i havent found a fix mine is located on my brows for now and one side and one temple it's fairly mild but none of the med i tried o far been working as i know my flare up are due to stress due to another autoimune disease ? i'm also going to try peptide like kpv to see if it helps the inflammation . does hcq help your case ? thanks
I doing kpv and Ghk cu right now I’ll let you know
 

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I had gynecomastia (it's inevitable), so I simply had surgery to remove it. They removed the glands and did liposuction. There are no scars; it's all done through a small incision under the nipple.
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I doing kpv and Ghk cu right now I’ll let you know
thank you so much man can you update me on how it goes in term of inflammation? i'm going to try pdrn and carboxtherapy to help
 

LouisSarkozy

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I had gynecomastia (it's inevitable), so I simply had surgery to remove it. They removed the glands and did liposuction. There are no scars; it's all done through a small incision under the nipple.
and you're allowed to stay on E? there is no risk of reoccurence? that seems like a good strategy. just kinda sad i will have to destroy my body as it's my only good point but it's useless without hair anyway
 

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and you're allowed to stay on E? there is no risk of reoccurence? that seems like a good strategy. just kinda sad i will have to destroy my body as it's my only good point but it's useless without hair anyway
There is no risk of recurrence. The glandular tissue of the breast is completely removed and cannot regenerate, just like fat cells removed by liposuction. HRT doesn't destroy your body, it simply changes it. You can destroy your body with an unhealthy lifestyle, but even that is temporary and fixable.
Would you be willing to take one for the team and doxx yourself to inspire others that you can still pass a male and not look trans while on e
I think doing this on a forum with toxic trolls is a bad idea. Especially when you have detractors. In fact, they're not limited to the few people who write nasty things here. Some people from the Russian internet used to follow me here. But we don't see them here. They're busy treating baldness with tinfoil hats (true story).
 

Mr. Slap Head

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There is no risk of recurrence. The glandular tissue of the breast is completely removed and cannot regenerate, just like fat cells removed by liposuction. HRT doesn't destroy your body, it simply changes it. You can destroy your body with an unhealthy lifestyle, but even that is temporary and fixable.

I think doing this on a forum with toxic trolls is a bad idea. Especially when you have detractors. In fact, they're not limited to the few people who write nasty things here. Some people from the Russian internet used to follow me here. But we don't see them here. They're busy treating baldness with tinfoil hats (true story).
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LouisSarkozy

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There is no risk of recurrence. The glandular tissue of the breast is completely removed and cannot regenerate, just like fat cells removed by liposuction. HRT doesn't destroy your body, it simply changes it. You can destroy your body with an unhealthy lifestyle, but even that is temporary and fixable.

I think doing this on a forum with toxic trolls is a bad idea. Especially when you have detractors. In fact, they're not limited to the few people who write nasty things here. Some people from the Russian internet used to follow me here. But we don't see them here. They're busy treating baldness with tinfoil hats (true story).
what about hip widening long term? and height loss ? a lot of people on reddit report that and willpowers the guy that treat trans said he noticed in average 1.5 inches loss what do you think about that?
 

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what about hip widening long term? and height loss ? a lot of people on reddit report that and willpowers the guy that treat trans said he noticed in average 1.5 inches loss what do you think about that?
If you've stopped growing, your hips won't widen. I can't comment on the height change; I think it's rare. I don't know anyone who's experienced it.
 
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