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sex is useless, unless you want children to reproduce and keep your family line continued, all desire are traps,endless traps, no matter how much sex and dating you have, it won't be enough, just like food, shopping, buying cars...etc if you go that route, it is an endless misery of trying to mate and impress your partner,, whoes at the end is a human just like you, humans are selfish and that's our nature, I dnt care about raising children or caring for anyone, it's me me me me, i will invest in the impossible to achieve the body and the mind that I want, most angels and gods are sexless androgynous being who are self-centered and are focused on self-development rather than chasing desires and crying over breakups, I never liked sex or even being beside anyone, it is a waste of time and energy, that was my intial motivation to self-castration, and I wasnt even expecting or thinking about hair, but my hair is growing back which is a bonus, if you wanna follow the rules of nature then you have to accept baldness, and love is part of nature, but iam all about breaking free from nature and creating my reality despite having the shitiest gene

When I had libido ... sex with my BF was not about trying to impress him ... It was just cool to s... his d...
Hair is useless ... unless you want to impress yourself and others lol.
I cannot agree with what you say. You're just different, your point of view about sex is not wrong, but the view of the majority on sex is not wrong either. "Everyone sees it their own way" ... Your truth is not THE truth, it's just your truth.
I don't agree but ... I still prefer hair over sexdrive, because I'm insane ...
 

itchymadscalp

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the reason you have lost your hair was because you loved someone, and he told you to stop taking castrating drugs, now that person will eventually go or die and you will remain miserable because you listened to him, and surrendered for love, that is sad but a good lesson to learn from

If he dies, I die. We made a pact, I cannot break it !
But if I had accepted my baldness I wouldn't be here ... in pain with no cure.
The reason I lost my hair ... it's because I listened to him, yeah ... but I couldn't imagine in 2010 that Dutasteride would destroy me and Lupron would be the perfect cure ... for 90% of people it makes no sense.
What's happening to me is very uncommon, that's why almost nobody believes me when I explain my situation (androgen receptors overexpression). So I listened to my BF not because I was blind (love) but because it seemed to be safer.
 

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this is true, not to bash love, because i loved someone for 4 years and they convinced me that they would love me forever whether i had hair or not, so i stopped treatment with 5-AR inhibitors and eventually they abandoned me, the more hair i lost the more she drifted away and stopped talking to me and avoiding me and now she is gone forever. I lost a lot to love, a car, $100k at least (bringing them with me when i travel to other countries), point is i love is not worth sacrifice, continue to take care of your self above all else.

Sorry to read that ... I hope you will find someone else.
My BF is not like that, He was with me when I went trought cancer, coma and other bad moments of my life. He could have dumped me ... still together after almost 10 years (sometimes I want him to leave me because like @Sonolmn98 said* I'm miserable), and he lives in Sweden, I live in France. We see each others every 4-6 months. Love can happen to everybody ... if can happen to a loser like me.
 
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itchymadscalp

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I find others kissing cute, but not with myself! I've tried it once and I just couldn't without wanting to throw up :confused: Maybe it was the stubble? I honestly do think I'm so repelled by the idea of love due to a religious upbringing.

Maybe you're not ready for that. Or maybe it's not for you. Time will say I guess.

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OMG I'm spamming
 

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this is true, not to bash love, because i loved someone for 4 years and they convinced me that they would love me forever whether i had hair or not, so i stopped treatment with 5-AR inhibitors and eventually they abandoned me, the more hair i lost the more she drifted away and stopped talking to me and avoiding me and now she is gone forever. I lost a lot to love, a car, $100k at least (bringing them with me when i travel to other countries), point is i love is not worth sacrifice, continue to take care of your self above all else.
Maybe she left you because you lost your confidence due to hairloss and turned melancholy and acted like a bit of a b**ch! Would she have left you if you looked and sounded like Vin Diesel? Doubt it.
 

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this is true, not to bash love, because i loved someone for 4 years and they convinced me that they would love me forever whether i had hair or not, so i stopped treatment with 5-AR inhibitors and eventually they abandoned me, the more hair i lost the more she drifted away and stopped talking to me and avoiding me and now she is gone forever. I lost a lot to love, a car, $100k at least (traveling cost / bringing them with me when i travel), point is i love is not worth sacrifice, continue to take care of your self above all else.

You should become the UltimateMale now you don’t have to bother with a relationship! In all honesty, if I was in a relationship I am almost 100% sure that my boyfriend would dislike that I’m on these medications lmao
 

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You should become the UltimateMale now you don’t have to bother with a relationship! In all honesty, if I was in a relationship I am almost 100% sure that my boyfriend would dislike that I’m on these medications lmao
Why are you so bitter and angry? Stop trying to poison everyone with your negativity. Aren’t gay guys suppose to spread the love and inspire others!
 

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Why are you so bitter and angry? Stop trying to poison everyone with your negativity. Aren’t gay guys suppose to spread the love and inspire others!

Gay guys are like straight guys ... some are good, some are bad. Gay prides are not real life.
 

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gay guys can cope with baldness much easier, other men aren't that judgemental, unlike women who are pickier and less horny

I wouldn’t mind if someone I dated was bald, in all honesty... I just wouldn’t want to be bald ever. I want to be the ‘woman’ in the relationship.
 

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I wouldn’t mind if someone I dated was bald, in all honesty... I just wouldn’t want to be bald ever. I want to be the ‘woman’ in the relationship.
what dont you transition to a full woman then, your dating life will be alot easier than trying to be a man and cant fit with gay men because your hormones are out of wack, going full mtf transgender is easier to explain and more common unless you wanna remain asexual like me
 

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I don’t mean to literally be the woman in the relationship. I should say that I wouldn’t want to be the one who ‘wears the pants’ in the relationship. Personally, I am confident in my biological gender but I don’t like the negative effects of testosterone whatsoever. If someone else likes being bald, I can’t judge them based on that because I wouldn’t want to be judged for who I am either.
 

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I only regret that I did not start the Bridge mode before, lost time, lost money for unnecessary vitamins and shampoos, lost years and a little bit of youth.
 

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I only regret that I did not start a bridge regime before, lost time, lost money for unnecessary vitamins and shampoos, lost years and a little bit of youth.
i can relate to that! same here it took me 1.5 years to find the cure, but I am still glad it didn't take longer than that,because some people take a full decade to find this regimen,I am glad that i didn't start with the useless big three and jumped right away to castration,don't worry we all lost money and time, but now lets build our way to nw0, I am predicting a nw0 at the end of this year hopefully one day..........vey close
 

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I only regret that I did not start the Bridge mode before, lost time, lost money for unnecessary vitamins and shampoos, lost years and a little bit of youth.

Previously, I had this weird mindset of: ‘I’m not like other men, my hair will grow back :rolleyes: It’s most likely just telogen effluvium’. But months passed and it got worse :confused: You can see some of my original threads which I’m so embarrassed about, and I can’t even delete them :eek: I wish I just accepted the reality and began treatments earlier...
 
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