They are legit. I can tell by the posting style, guys never type like that. They could be hardcore LARPers, but I doubt it.
Yea i know. Just crazy to think about lol
f*** i keep fast forwarding to the end of my life, wondering if all reality will ever be is being inferior
I feel like my soul is dead. I dont have hope or a sense of meaning anymore.
I have so many things wrong with my genes and life that i feel like some malicious demon is out to get me. Theres no way i can have bullying, poverty, severe mental illness, horrible allergies, broken divorced family, shitty hysterical mom, distant as f*** possibly autistic dad, no extended family relationships, be short and skinny, live in a terrible ugly idiotic ghetto AND now have baldness
At least before baldness i had a group i could be worth it and be a part of a group (nerds/artsy type fags). I hellaciously hate that even there among those losers , even THERE im inferior. Its overwhelming and im finding myself fantasizing about just being a f*****g standard nerdy twink with a full head lol
Im not even allowed camaraderie.
Years of this has made me not even feel compassion or love or anything too, or at least it feels like it.
I dont want to say ive turned evil but ive gone very cold
