I was talking about Prolactin...
2.5 months on finasteride -
Meanwhile It's nearly impossible to notice my thinning when my hair is combed down, guess I'll have to live with that.
Anyhow
Some thoughts lately coming to my mind,
I'm looking at couples and thinking weird things,
finally I see it.
I have no idea why would a woman want to be with me,
there's just no reason.
I'm not that funny, not that good looking, not that attractive,
have no special hobbies, basically hate life and destroys anything around me.
Then it hit me.
I was sitting in a bar with a couple of my friends,
and this question was coming to my mind -
what do I live for ?
what's the reason I wake up in the morning ?
there is no such.
I hate every moment I breath, everything's fucked up in my life.
There' many reasons why I came to this situation,
I used to blame it on hair loss and lots of other sh*t.
That's wrong.
That's just me.
Ive seen ton of psychiatrists in my life, no one really helped me.
I guess that concludes it, - can't see any plus anymore.
everything suck, all depressing.
Many of my friends study, travel.
People pushing me and asking what do I want to study,
Why should I study?
I don't get it.
I dont need this - I wanna die. Why should I work so hard, what's the point ?
Where's all of this crap in life leading?
I just don't understand the point.