Its 3;23 on 1/16, and I' m preparing to check out of society. In the morning, I will neither show up for work nor pay my rent and bills. I will be leaving all my possessions and apartment behind. All I'm taking with me is my personal documents and my hard drive back up. I have cancelled almost every service I can...gym, internet, power, etc... My baldness has pushed me over the edge. I do not want to be part of the "American Dream", I dont want my job, I dont care about my college degree, I dont care about getting married. I just want to be left alone.I've thought about this for quite some time and I'm ready to go through with it. I'm just going to walk out on everything and everyone. I will cut of all contact with friends but still keep in contact with family.I dont know where I will go or what I will do, but Ive decided to roam around the country till I find my nirvana...my reason for existence. I can tell you know, working to pay bills while pursuing a bullshyte degree is not satisfying to say the least.I am bald now...i am ugly. I am no longer wanted and because I am no longer wanted, I no longer want to be a part of society. While many may talk about checking out or giving up, I'm actually going to do it. F*u*c*k this cursed society.