Ready To Die. I Hate This Life. Hate.

Marky

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I haven't felt a moment of joy since i started noticeably diffusing about five years ago. I have no hairline left. The bird songs and the wind blowing through my hair, which is now a pile of fried straw, used to be everything to me. Life is a toneless bland shell now. What's the point of this? I just don't see a single evolutionary function to hair following out in your 20s. It's like my life was cut short when it was just beginning. I wish it would end tomorrow. I have zero desire to go on.

have you tried the hard stuff like estrogen, progesterone, oral minoxidil, cyproterone, dutasteride?
 

Ikkaku

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In the tittle there is Ready to DIE.
But i'm sorry if it doesn't mean that. I can delete my comment. No problem.
 

Zenya

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If you're so desperate you should try the strongest drugs. I would do that. An extreme regimen: dutasteride, spironolactone, estradiol. Check out the "Success Stories" section.
 

WheeljackG1

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If you're so desperate you should try the strongest drugs. I would do that. An extreme regimen: dutasteride, spironolactone, estradiol. Check out the "Success Stories" section.

I think the problem with this is it probably won't work, and at the end of it you will have sacrificed other aspects of your health and body for nothing. An experience like this could leave someone seriously jaded and bitter.
 

Zenya

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I think the problem with this is it probably won't work, and at the end of it you will have sacrificed other aspects of your health and body for nothing. An experience like this could leave someone seriously jaded and bitter.

Nothing guarantees anything. Just as it may not work, it may work too. The question is are you willing to try it? That is the question he must ask himself. If you are as desperate as he seems to be then the answer should be simpler. I would try it, I would follow that route if I were desperate. But that's me. For now I have not reached such a level of despair.
 

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I once frequented this forum in my early twenties. I like you, at your age felt exactly the same things what you have just posted.

Its a harsh bold awakening concept into what we call manhood. All the preconceived and self-perceived perceptions we create within our psyche when growing up seem to become abhorrent and unfeasible as we realize our flaws.

However, rest assured, this is a temporary thing. At least, for a man who is grounded and rational.

I am 35 now, I have lost more hair. I am currently at Norwood 6/7. I have long awoken to the realisation that my hair is never going to be the same as it once was. That is fine.

Firstly, please let me say I understand your rationale for posting on this forum. I did it once as well, over 10 years ago. It is a natural reaction I believe when something you perceive is affecting your life qaulity and you need to vent your frustration and seek guidance and acceptance.

I will not go into the long drawn effects hair loss has on you from an emotional, physical and well-being state. As I am sure you are already aware of them. I also feel this forum is the perfect place for answers to this if you do need them. However, these answers are biased, so please be aware of this. I also believe the majority of this forum are weak members of society, so please keep this in mind.

Just know this, hair loss, and the power of accepting it, then ascending from it becomes far easier with time.

At your age, I was worried about the world rejecting me. It did not happen. I was worried I would never make friends, it did not happen. I was worried I would never experience casual and then a real lasting bonding emotional attachments, this happened (in my case, with multiple women, and then finally falling in love with a woman who I am with now).

The preconceived subtle and yet powerful connotations of how baldness is associated with negativity from childhood should not to be ignored. After all, this is why you have joined this forum and this is why you have created this post. However, these are ultimately wrong.

Your a human, and your a boke, as a bloke/man, understand within life, life will constantly throw you bad hands. You have been given a great f*****g deal being born a man, cherish it. You have been born a man. And as a man, you have the capability of being resilient, innovative and adaptive. We as men are logical and on the whole critical thinking. Now is the first step in your journey to be that way.

Do your self a massive favor. Get off this forum. This place is full of losers and weirdos. Any forum you hear phrases such as; 'cel' 'over for me' ,'red pill, blue pill dog sh*t pill' or any generic trash like that, disregard it.

No man ever whines and b****s, he should/just always find a solution to make his life better.

This forum is made up of a minute percentage of men suffering from hair loss compared to society as a whole. The majority of men accomplish, pioneer and revolutionize the world with hair loss. Just think about that, this forum is made up of a very small percentage of men who are bothered by hair loss.

The men on this website most likely cannot fit the cut of other social expectations. But, most importantly, these men and their opinions of hair loss are subjective to them, and them alone. They are weak, and their opinions are based on their underdeveloped male personalities.

The majority of men with hair loss get on with it and lead successful careers and dating lives. Just to emphasize, this forum is made up of a majority (including the 'moderators') of deluded weak males. These are the type of people you should not ever asscoaite with.

Im asking you, as I wish someone had said these words to me 10 years ago when I posted the same thing you did. Get offline, start building your own self worth, adapt, and become and change in to a postive man.

I am now 35, I am making 6 figures, have 4 children with a beautiful wife and life could not be any better.

Do not listen to the status quo, be your own man, and go pick your own path.,

All the best my friend.
 

Tommybommy1363

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I once frequented this forum in my early twenties. I like you, at your age felt exactly the same things what you have just posted.

Its a harsh bold awakening concept into what we call manhood. All the preconceived and self-perceived perceptions we create within our psyche when growing up seem to become abhorrent and unfeasible as we realize our flaws.

However, rest assured, this is a temporary thing. At least, for a man who is grounded and rational.

I am 35 now, I have lost more hair. I am currently at Norwood 6/7. I have long awoken to the realisation that my hair is never going to be the same as it once was. That is fine.

Firstly, please let me say I understand your rationale for posting on this forum. I did it once as well, over 10 years ago. It is a natural reaction I believe when something you perceive is affecting your life qaulity and you need to vent your frustration and seek guidance and acceptance.

I will not go into the long drawn effects hair loss has on you from an emotional, physical and well-being state. As I am sure you are already aware of them. I also feel this forum is the perfect place for answers to this if you do need them. However, these answers are biased, so please be aware of this. I also believe the majority of this forum are weak members of society, so please keep this in mind.

Just know this, hair loss, and the power of accepting it, then ascending from it becomes far easier with time.

At your age, I was worried about the world rejecting me. It did not happen. I was worried I would never make friends, it did not happen. I was worried I would never experience casual and then a real lasting bonding emotional attachments, this happened (in my case, with multiple women, and then finally falling in love with a woman who I am with now).

The preconceived subtle and yet powerful connotations of how baldness is associated with negativity from childhood should not to be ignored. After all, this is why you have joined this forum and this is why you have created this post. However, these are ultimately wrong.

Your a human, and your a boke, as a bloke/man, understand within life, life will constantly throw you bad hands. You have been given a great f*****g deal being born a man, cherish it. You have been born a man. And as a man, you have the capability of being resilient, innovative and adaptive. We as men are logical and on the whole critical thinking. Now is the first step in your journey to be that way.

Do your self a massive favor. Get off this forum. This place is full of losers and weirdos. Any forum you hear phrases such as; 'cel' 'over for me' ,'red pill, blue pill dog sh*t pill' or any generic trash like that, disregard it.

No man ever whines and b****s, he should/just always find a solution to make his life better.

This forum is made up of a minute percentage of men suffering from hair loss compared to society as a whole. The majority of men accomplish, pioneer and revolutionize the world with hair loss. Just think about that, this forum is made up of a very small percentage of men who are bothered by hair loss.

The men on this website most likely cannot fit the cut of other social expectations. But, most importantly, these men and their opinions of hair loss are subjective to them, and them alone. They are weak, and their opinions are based on their underdeveloped male personalities.

The majority of men with hair loss get on with it and lead successful careers and dating lives. Just to emphasize, this forum is made up of a majority (including the 'moderators') of deluded weak males. These are the type of people you should not ever asscoaite with.

Im asking you, as I wish someone had said these words to me 10 years ago when I posted the same thing you did. Get offline, start building your own self worth, adapt, and become and change in to a postive man.

I am now 35, I am making 6 figures, have 4 children with a beautiful wife and life could not be any better.

Do not listen to the status quo, be your own man, and go pick your own path.,

All the best my friend.

Just as there are many successful men not bothered by hair loss, there are many who care enough to take propecia. The two aren’t mutually exclusive.
 

PappinAce

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Won't that turn him into an asexual androgynous guy?

Doesn't sound so bad.

In the tittle there is Ready to DIE.
But i'm sorry if it doesn't mean that. I can delete my comment. No problem.

Mostly I just wish life were shorter, especially when it's looking like 70% of it will be spent looking like a deformed buffoon.

I did do some casual research on over the counter pentobarbital in Mexico. I felt this relief, a sort of uplifting lightness, when I realized that the option is always open to me. How else does one escape a nightmare? That said, I have never made a suicide attempt. It's more like a passive wish that death would come asap.

At your age, I was worried about the world rejecting me. It did not happen. I was worried I would never make friends, it did not happen. I was worried I would never experience casual and then a real lasting bonding emotional attachments, this happened (in my case, with multiple women, and then finally falling in love with a woman who I am with now).

The preconceived subtle and yet powerful connotations of how baldness is associated with negativity from childhood should not to be ignored. After all, this is why you have joined this forum and this is why you have created this post. However, these are ultimately wrong.

Your a human, and your a boke, as a bloke/man, understand within life, life will constantly throw you bad hands. You have been given a great f*****g deal being born a man, cherish it. You have been born a man. And as a man, you have the capability of being resilient, innovative and adaptive. We as men are logical and on the whole critical thinking. Now is the first step in your journey to be that way.

Do your self a massive favor. Get off this forum. This place is full of losers and weirdos. Any forum you hear phrases such as; 'cel' 'over for me' ,'red pill, blue pill dog sh*t pill' or any generic trash like that, disregard it.

Very good points. male pattern baldness is a massive adversity to overcome. I believe that through all the childbirth, period cramps, and supposed body image issues that women complain about, if they had to deal with male pattern baldness, most of them would either fall into a hopeless depression, suicide, or wig culture. I would take physical pains over this crap any day. Do you think men turn out even stronger through having faced this?

I guess I'm upset because I feel, as you say, that I'm facing a lifetime of rejection. That combined with the fact that my life up to now has been filled with nothing but rejection. I've faced a lot of abuse from the people were meant to watch out for me, and I never felt that I did anything wrong to deserve it. Now, once again, the rejection I've faced from females is primarily due to a factor over which I have no control.
 
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