Characterization of Current State:
Male and that changes a lot.
That sailor's suit is significant in terms of presenting as Will, a sort of Navy man who just happens to have long hair.
It's kind of eh. This is the point where I always gave up and cut it when I was a teenager, meaning in terms of length. It's almost long enough to bounce and big redundant curls hang all about my face which is a blessing from Hecate.
Presenting as a male, I am not in quite such a hurry for the hairline to finally be long enough to see and my hair is longer than 99 percent of 57 year olds without presenting as grizzled or frizzy. As a male, I have made it all the way back but that could never be good enough for me. I need it all and I need it to grow long, make me look young and make me look stylish. I note that I only had a handful of gray hairs on my scalp and I yanked all of them out by the root. They were all deformed unlike the brown and blonde hair so I pluck all hair that looks shitty to conserve resources for the rest.
I am evidencing some incredibly hard to believe things via micro-needling and derma-rolling perhaps beyond anyone else. The white crap all over my dark clothing is not dandruff but rather peeling from using a lot of Retin A. I tried to mop it off but missed some. Without my nicely tailored jacket, it appears that my breasts appear fully female and fully big and meaty so eh, I'll take it. Breasts are pretty fun and comforting and mine are descriptively not jugs or anything. But be careful what you don't wish for.
My focus will be on maximizing my attractiveness for my partner and it's doable....
And yes, of course, I still have to de-construct everything to make it workable for my mind without losing coherency. I pledge to normative assertions and not to answer any questions this go around. I sleep now and that changes everything.
