Today I Thought About Killing Myself

Aleksa97

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I am so sad. This sh*t is destroying my life. It is eating me from the inside. I mean, when I am out with my friends I am ok, but as soon as I am alone I remember how fcking my hair bad is at 19. I really can't take it anymore. All I can think of is hairloss I f*****g stare at peoples hairlines all the time and examine what Norwood are they. Its f*****g pathetic. I am wasting so much time stressing about my hair which only makes it worse. This curse destroys you from the inside. I am so miserable, angry on everyone for no f*****g reason its just so pathetic I can't even explain it. And I realise that. But I can't do sh*t about it. One day I'm like okay today I won't think about my hair but as soon as I pass and see my reflection on some glass I become stressed again. I avoid mirrors in my home so I don't need to look at myself. I am slowly but surely falling into depression and it is just getting worse. I just want it to stop.
 

Baldingat188

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yea it sucks man I am 18 almost 19 and also losing my hair. Defiantly have thought about suicide although I doubt I would actually do it but its always in the back of my mind to when my hair loss gets to bad. To make matters worse I am also one of those guys who looks awful without hair so really I would have no chance of pulling it off.

how bad is your hair loss atm?
 

resu

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If treatments pan out you'll still have the mid 20's till early 30's to have fun. Don't believe the hype the early 20's being the best period of a person's life. If hair loss is your sole problem then just hang in there, get on minoxidil and try to not think too much about hair loss.
 

Aleksa97

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yea it sucks man I am 18 almost 19 and also losing my hair. Defiantly have thought about suicide although I doubt I would actually do it but its always in the back of my mind to when my hair loss gets to bad. To make matters worse I am also one of those guys who looks awful without hair so really I would have no chance of pulling it off.

how bad is your hair loss atm?

Its not that bad to be honest I am Norwood 2 at the most and I wear my hair long. But man it os devastating. Hair falling all the time. If I would lose my hair without seeing it everywhere I think it woould be better. At least in my mind. When you see your hair everywhere it kills me even more.

How about you?
 

Aleksa97

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If treatments pan out you'll still have the mid 20's till early 30's to have fun. Don't believe the hype the early 20's being the best period of a person's life. If hair loss is your sole problem then just hang in there, get on minoxidil and try to not think too much about hair loss.

Thaks, yea I am on minoxidil currently for about a month.
 

Assemblage23

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minoxidil won't do sh*t the number one regret of most hair loss sufferers past your stage is "why was I dumb enough to start finasteride this late..."

finasteride or go bald. No compromise.

If you are freaking out now you have no idea what the next Norwood is going to feel like. Go get some finasteride NOW.
 
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tellersquill

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Hang on in there!

It does get easier as the years past. When you are in you 30s and half your friends are balding it wont matter quite as much as it does at your age.
 

yetti

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If you are really thinking about killing yourself, besides talking to people here and elsewhere, you should talk to a therapist. They can be extremely helpful.
 

Aleksa97

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Thank you all on words of encouregment. I will surely look into finasteride. Do you have any advice on how to get my mind off hairloss? That is my beggiest issue besides hairloss itself. The fact that I am thinking about my hair 90% percent of the day.
 

michel sapin

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man i know this i am 23 and i have thought about my hair daily , each minutes since i am 17 .
SSRI can help , but for me it is a no go, because it raises prolactin . BUT they truly help with obsesive thought ?

OR , you could be a great responder to propecia , cure your problem and be happy
 
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tellersquill

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Thank you all on words of encouregment. I will surely look into finasteride. Do you have any advice on how to get my mind off hairloss? That is my beggiest issue besides hairloss itself. The fact that I am thinking about my hair 90% percent of the day.
What are your passions? Or if not passions then favourite hobbies?
 

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tellersquill

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Haha no, I meant the depressed man who wants to kill himself
 

Baldingat188

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Its not that bad to be honest I am Norwood 2 at the most and I wear my hair long. But man it os devastating. Hair falling all the time. If I would lose my hair without seeing it everywhere I think it woould be better. At least in my mind. When you see your hair everywhere it kills me even more.

How about you?

I also wear my hair medium length. I am probally also around nw2 with crown diffuse thinning. I pretty much have to wear a hat everywhere because I am insecure about it.

currently on rogaine and nizoral for 7 months and havent had any benefits. Looking to get on propecia soon hopefully
 

davesmith420

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Thank you all on words of encouregment. I will surely look into finasteride. Do you have any advice on how to get my mind off hairloss? That is my beggiest issue besides hairloss itself. The fact that I am thinking about my hair 90% percent of the day.

Get on finasteride and bang w****s
 

CopeForLife

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I am so sad. This sh*t is destroying my life. It is eating me from the inside. I mean, when I am out with my friends I am ok, but as soon as I am alone I remember how fcking my hair bad is at 19. I really can't take it anymore. All I can think of is hairloss I f*****g stare at peoples hairlines all the time and examine what Norwood are they. Its f*****g pathetic. I am wasting so much time stressing about my hair which only makes it worse. This curse destroys you from the inside. I am so miserable, angry on everyone for no f*****g reason its just so pathetic I can't even explain it. And I realise that. But I can't do sh*t about it. One day I'm like okay today I won't think about my hair but as soon as I pass and see my reflection on some glass I become stressed again. I avoid mirrors in my home so I don't need to look at myself. I am slowly but surely falling into depression and it is just getting worse. I just want it to stop.

Past-puberty life is sh*t for 90% of people.
 

shookwun

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Just going to have to DEAL with it.

I started balding at six teen myself.

it sucks, you will go through a roller coaster ride of emotions. Wake up the next day, and start all over.

take your meds, and save up for a transplant. it's all we can do.
 

shookwun

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Past-puberty life is sh*t for 90% of people.
Best years are 12-25, after that its sh*t.

people can cope all they want, but all those awesome house parties, college/university fun, and constantly meeting tons of people ENDS.

Sure you have fun afterwards, but it's not the same.


During 16-23 I was going to parties every weekend, constantly getting invitations to pot lucks, edm events and such.


Every1 is hitting the real world nowdays. it's sh*t, and mediocre at best.


Everyone starts to go seperate ways, and you entire adult-crap.
 

CopeForLife

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For me the best years were when I kept aside from dating/society and was in gaming world (before 17yo).

Best moments.

After 17yo life were going down.

And a big redpill I swallowed last year...

And now an agepill is closer and closer.

sh*t.
 
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