I've distanced myself from meds for years afraid that it will make all my hair fall out or make it worse. Had the option at 16 to take Propecia but I turned it down because I didn't like the sound of the side effects.
Don't want to waste money, money that I don't have, on something that won't work, I'm not very optimistic about it, I need convincing.
If society didn't care so much about hairloss I couldn't care less about my hair, but a lot of people just don't let it go, I get knocked back at bars/clubs because, the bouncers have a rule here, superior men get priority for sake of "reputation" of a bar/club, better looking men for the women. I've been told this. Some guys with a shaven head gets in no problem but not everyone suits a shaven head, I don't, I just look like "trouble".
Its slowly ruining my life, I'm mentally unwell, and its making me angry and I'm hating a lot of things. I've talked to the doctor about this as it worries me. I'm off to see a psychiatrist. That's how serious the situation is. I'm having violent outbursts that I can't control. Its the constant rejection that has split me from society, does that make sense?