i have derealization and depersonalization and often look at life in a 3rd person perspective with a feeling that i don't really exist and life is but a dream, but its not from my testosterone its from all the DMT, LSD and NBoMe i used to do lol; But back to the topic Don't worry
@Ikarus, i bet the dr will let you do it, i wouldn't recommend doing it at home though, it would be too hard lol at least for me, but i dont think there will be a time where you would be without hormones for a year, it would take as long to go away as it did to grow back and you are a good responded to AAs so even if you were without AAs for 3 months, and at 3 months you would likely just be thinning again and it wouldn't take you long to go back to nw0 after getting back on the regimen.