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Almas_NW0

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I heard 4141 killed himself. He said he would and said goodbye on discord I believe. I sure hope thats true (fingers crossed)
Firstly, I was the one who started making jokes like that. Secondly, he's much less likely to commit suicide, since he apparently has life and hair.
 

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Firstly, I was the one who started making jokes like that. Secondly, he's much less likely to commit suicide, since he apparently has life and hair.
He has no life at all and far from being happy. It was very obvious with his extreme trolling, bullying, and nasty pics that he posted 24/7. he is mentally deranged. By life you mean a miserable existence then yes you are correct. Having hair dont make a person automatically happy btw. He also only went from like nw1 to nw0 lmao. What an amazing achievement, he must be the happiest person ever xD the dude even said he didnt have extreme baldness in his genes. He would probably not even reach nw3 in his life time.
 

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He has no life at all and far from being happy. It was very obvious with his extreme trolling, bullying, and nasty pics that he posted 24/7. he is mentally deranged. By life you mean a miserable existence then yes you are correct. Having hair dont make a person automatically happy btw. He also only went from like nw1 to nw0 lmao. What an amazing achievement, he must be the happiest person ever xD the dude even said he didnt have extreme baldness in his genes. He would probably not even reach nw3 in his life time.
You decided he has no life and is unhappy simply because you thought he chose a way to entertain himself that was too weird. Trolling says little about a person, but when you and your boyfriend Slaphead make a combined 10,000 posts on a DEAD forum—it's so over...
I remember very well how depressed you were about losing your hair. And don't lie that you've worked through it and are now happy. This pain is inside you.
Well, there are some people nowadays, who identify as transparent with who/where pronouce, it doesn't mean I can't see them. It's just another social construct like religion, there's no science in it. Same with nature vs nurture concept, it doesn't work because your inner self can't win against nature, you'll just cease to exist. At one point you nurtured your inner self to believe you're "cisgender man", at another point your inner self modified your nature to become less of a cisgender man, because you didn't like what masculine nature did to you. Constant interaction with nature and nurture, you see. =D The fact that you find some of your feminine nature features pleasant means that they're natural to you now and the fact that you don't feel dysphoric about them, means you're at least NB at this point in time. The moment when your inner self decided that your masculine nature = ugly and your feminine nature = attractive might have triggered it all, but I bet there were more signs of gender diversity even before that.
At the end of the day, the only thing that matters is what we are right now, and you are a far deviated from cisgender norms organism atp, both in nature and nurture. =D
I don't see anything inherently feminine about having good skin and being cuter/more attractive. I'm probably more accepting of androgyny than others.
 

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I talked to him, he's a good guy, he's just trolling fools.
Yes we know you like him because he never bullied or made fun of you or trolled you. You guys are best friends. But to me he will always be an a**h** and I will always wish him death. You could say I deserved it because I triggered him. But he still went wayyyyy too far. Tbh nowadays im happier about the status of my hair. People I meet always comment about how thick and how much hair I have. One guy even said it looked like a wig. Hair has at least not gotten worse for months now so time will tell. Im glad to be off pharma drugs.
 

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I deserved it because I triggered him.
This isn't the first time a bitсh tries to troll and then whines when she gets trolled back. Weak.
People I meet always comment about how thick and how much hair I have. One guy even said it looked like a wig. Hair has at least not gotten worse for months now so time will tell.
Do you know the fundamental difference between our psychologies? You think about your hair. You think about what others think of it. You worry about it. I know I'm perfect. I don't think about it.
Rent free nigga
Snow niggеr, please.
 

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This isn't the first time a bitсh tries to troll and then whines when she gets trolled back. Weak.

Do you know the fundamental difference between our psychologies? You think about your hair. You think about what others think of it. You worry about it. I know I'm perfect. I don't think about it.

Snow niggеr, please.
Then leave this forum if you are so (perfect) lmao. Guess what? You cant because you suffer and hate the person you have become. Even need gyno surgery to fix your (perfect self) xD
 
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Then leave this forum if you are so (perfect) lmao. Guess what? You cant because you suffer and hate the person you have become. Even need gyno surgery to fix your (perfect self) xD
Compare who comes here more often. Compare how many messages we've left.

Yes, HRT gave me something I don't like, but the benefits far outweigh it. I wouldn't be perfect anyway; I've never called myself that. But I feel happy right now, and I wouldn't feel that way if I went bald.

But if you enjoy imagining me hating myself, go ahead, lol.
 

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Compare who comes here more often. Compare how many messages we've left.

Yes, HRT gave me something I don't like, but the benefits far outweigh it. I wouldn't be perfect anyway; I've never called myself that. But I feel happy right now, and I wouldn't feel that way if I went bald.

But if you enjoy imagining me hating myself, go ahead, lol.
is the gyno that bad ? i think it's a worthy trade off as baldness can't be stopped forever for agressive case like us unless we go on hrt i think
 

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is the gyno that bad ? i think it's a worthy trade off as baldness can't be stopped forever for agressive case like us unless we go on hrt i think
U Will never start HRT. Gyno will be just one of your problems. And if u ever regret HRT most of the changes of HRT will stay permanent. U will never be normal again.
 
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is the gyno that bad ? i think it's a worthy trade off as baldness can't be stopped forever for agressive case like us unless we go on hrt i think
Gynecomastia isn't a huge problem, but it's better to be without it than with it. Yes, it's a good deal: gynecomastia can be removed with surgery, but baldness can't be controlled. Hair transplants and finasteride are complete crap.
U Will never start HRT. Gyno will be just one of your problems. And if u ever regret HRT most of the changes of HRT will stay permanent. U will never be normal again.
Infertility and testicular atrophy are possible. They say it's reversible, and there are cases where everything has returned to normal (it seems that people can recover with detransition), but if you continue for many years, there's a chance. I wouldn't say it's anything serious: you can switch to testosterone HRT, taking injections every 2-8 weeks.
In any case, this isn't my situation. I've realized I'll be on HRT forever.
 

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Its just getting a little bit stressful when you get ID'd at a shop and once again getting mocked by your friends afterwards, and the next day you are confidentely getting told that you can't pass as 20y.o. =D
He who laughs last laughs best.
 
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