How Do You Guys Deal With The Worst Days?

[SmoothSailing]

Stop taking all that junk and maybe you will start feeling normal again.


I didn't realise how detrimental ssri, and add medication was until I took it and stopped.

Absolute garbage

Yeah you're right. I find it very hard though. I've always thought that drugs enhance my life, but in reality the negatives outweigh the positives. A small bit of weed and a few drinks now and again would be an enhancement to my life. Unfortunately I've never been able to keep it like that.

Stopping daily weed usage was essential for me to cure my social anxiety.

I still drink to much and pop xanax instead of dealing with issues though. And now and again I'll go on a weed binge (smoke weed all weekend alone) which I want to stop. But it's always next time that I'll stop.

Anyway as I said in general I'm a happy person, I just go through periods of high anxiety now and again.

 

[Stanx22]

not for long term

I can't force myself to not hate. I'm suffering like crazy forever for things i didn't do, while there're other people living completely fine lives and they did nothing to deserve it. I can't feel anything but hatred, bitterness and anger.

 

[Xander94]

I can't force myself to not hate. I'm suffering like crazy forever for things i didn't do, while there're other people living completely fine lives and they did nothing to deserve it. I can't feel anything but hatred, bitterness and anger.

Stop thinking about it find someone to force you do other stuff and lead a high performance lifestyle. Theres no other way

 

[Xander94]

our future @CopeForLife

 

[Exodus2011]

Yeah you're right. I find it very hard though. I've always thought that drugs enhance my life, but in reality the negatives outweigh the positives. A small bit of weed and a few drinks now and again would be an enhancement to my life. Unfortunately I've never been able to keep it like that.

Stopping daily weed usage was essential for me to cure my social anxiety.

I still drink to much and pop xanax instead of dealing with issues though. And now and again I'll go on a weed binge (smoke weed all weekend alone) which I want to stop. But it's always next time that I'll stop.

Anyway as I said in general I'm a happy person, I just go through periods of high anxiety now and again.

you stopped the least harmful drug lol. alcohol and xanax are the ones you should have reduced your use of.

 

[SmoothSailing]

you stopped the least harmful drug lol. alcohol and xanax are the ones you should have reduced your use of.

True, I just have a serious love for weed, to the point that I'd choose getting stoned with my laptop over almost anything. This lead me to be a 20 year old virgin.

Physically weed is far less harmful than alcohol or xanax.

 

[Exodus2011]

True, I just have a serious love for weed, to the point that I'd choose getting stoned with my laptop over almost anything. This lead me to be a 20 year old virgin.

Physically weed is far less harmful than alcohol or xanax.

well you were able to quit the weed still haha. why do you want to quit weed binging if its sparing?

 

[CopeForLife]

weed will never substitute alco tbh

I have a bit of it right now but don't even wanna to smoke

having a cold can of german beer is another story...

 

[CopeForLife]

weed will never substitute alco tbh

I have a bit of it right now but don't even wanna to smoke

having a cold can of german beer is another story...

drinking this right now

@sunchyme1

 

[SmoothSailing]

well you were able to quit the weed still haha. why do you want to quit weed binging if its sparing?

Nah it's not a big deal, just have been on the edge of going to far again. Went into work stoned a couple of times, and ruined my birthday by being to stoned to socialize. Stuff like that. Mostly I'd say weed is my second favorite drug after Alco.

weed will never substitute alco tbh

I have a bit of it right now but don't even wanna to smoke

having a cold can of german beer is another story...

Completely different drugs. Alcohol is probably the best recreational drug in the world when used correctly. Unfortunately it's a lot harder to use correctly than weed. Many alcoholics in my family.

 

[SmoothSailing]

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@sunchyme1

Do you like erdinger?

Have you had Guinness? Haven't had Guinness on tap since I left Ireland and I'm so looking forward to a few pints of it back home.

 

[CopeForLife]

Nah it's not a big deal, just have been on the edge of going to far again. Went into work stoned a couple of times, and ruined my birthday by being to stoned to socialize. Stuff like that. Mostly I'd say weed is my second favorite drug after Alco.



Completely different drugs. Alcohol is probably the best recreational drug in the world when used correctly. Unfortunately it's a lot harder to use correctly than weed. Many alcoholics in my family.

Same, lol

People here and there tell me that weed is addictive also it's illegal as f*** here. And still, NO addiction to weed and it could lie in a drawer for months untouched.

 

[CopeForLife]

Do you like erdinger?

Have you had Guinness? Haven't had Guinness on tap since I left Ireland and I'm so looking forward to a few pints of it back home.

I like every german beer.

Guinness is decent as well. A bit pricey though.

 

[SmoothSailing]

I like every german beer.

Guinness is decent as well. A bit pricey though.

Cheapest pint in a pub in Ireland, still drink is pricey as f*** in Ireland unless you're buying cheap cans in aldi or somewhere.

Same, lol

People here and there tell me that weed is addictive also it's illegal as f*** here. And still, NO addiction to weed and it could lie in a drawer for months untouched.

Different people different reactions. It's almost embarrassing to admit but I was seriously addicted to weed. I'd smoke up and watch sh*t on the internet all day everyday for a whole summer holiday from college. I still maintain they were some of my happiest times, just leading me no where in life so I had to stop.

I love just smoking up and listening to an album all the way through, such a great time.

 

[CopeForLife]

Cheapest pint in a pub in Ireland, still drink is pricey as f*** in Ireland unless you're buying cheap cans in aldi or somewhere.



Different people different reactions. It's almost embarrassing to admit but I was seriously addicted to weed. I'd smoke up and watch sh*t on the internet all day everyday for a whole summer holiday from college. I still maintain they were some of my happiest times, just leading me no where in life so I had to stop.

I love just smoking up and listening to an album all the way through, such a great time.

I hate to smoke socially because I need to interact with people but I don't want to when high.

 

[CopeForLife]

I was browsing pics and accidentally found exact same hair as I have (the only difference that I have dark)

this is NW3.5, right?

 

[Exodus2011]

Cheapest pint in a pub in Ireland, still drink is pricey as f*** in Ireland unless you're buying cheap cans in aldi or somewhere.



Different people different reactions. It's almost embarrassing to admit but I was seriously addicted to weed. I'd smoke up and watch sh*t on the internet all day everyday for a whole summer holiday from college. I still maintain they were some of my happiest times, just leading me no where in life so I had to stop.

I love just smoking up and listening to an album all the way through, such a great time.

lol i get ya, i will always smoke at least once a day. feels too amazing. i get in touch with my inner self and who i truly am on it. however it doesnt save me when i'm feeling depressed, which kidna is a good thing imo, then it would be like heroin and hard drugs, and i'd be likely to do it all day every. i can say it helps me to think more rationally about my sadness which helps.

and actually i have panic attacks if i get too high, like anything further than a 5-6/10 makes me freak out, its just the more chill dreamy 4/10 and lower highs are so goddamn good i still smoke lol.

i'm also in agreement, the first times i ever got high are some of my favorite times ever.

 

[Exodus2011]

weird analogy you might relate to cope, i feel weed multiplies my aspieness/super sensitivity. it can lead to f*****g amazing feelings, like having orgasmic sensations just from smelling some fragrance, but also major existential crisis where i'm super aware of my body and self and how it was totally random and arbitrary to be born in it. how my "self" is just a story attached to a specific body, and both change constantly, which kinda makes it meaningless in an objective sense

those thoughts are what make me have panic attacks, feels terrifying. bald misery is a part of it too, like the body i'm in i don't relate to f*****g at all, it doesnt reflect who i am not one bit

 

[SmoothSailing]

I hate to smoke socially because I need to interact with people but I don't want to when high.

It's number one reason I cut back. On rare occasions with close friends I like to get stoned, but mostly it's a thing I only want to do alone. Usually when I'm stoned I'll turn my phone onto airplane mode just so I don't even have that worry of some social contact.


I'll always remember the date I went on while stoned, went to the movies, didn't say a word. Afterwards she asked me "how was the movie?" I mumbled "it was alright" and drove her home with barely another word. I was also a virgin at the time and thought weed would chill me out haha.

Now a few drinks before a date is standard unless I'm driving in which case just one haha.

 

[CopeForLife]

lol i get ya, i will always smoke at least once a day. feels too amazing. i get in touch with my inner self and who i truly am on it. however it doesnt save me when i'm feeling depressed, which kidna is a good thing imo, then it would be like heroin and hard drugs, and i'd be likely to do it all day every. i can say it helps me to think more rationally about my sadness which helps.

and actually i have panic attacks if i get too high, like anything further than a 5-6/10 makes me freak out, its just the more chill dreamy 4/10 and lower highs are so goddamn good i still smoke lol.

i'm also in agreement, the first times i ever got high are some of my favorite times ever.

Haven't you got a tolerance? I had one when smoked at least 1 time per day.

A few years ago I was in Cambodia in a New Year and bought a pack of weed from some semi-criminals, lol. It was like a real drug deal. I went to a hotel afterward and met a new year stoned.