Hi all,
I'll try and be as simple as possible here but here's my story. I took propecia with minoxidil from April 2009 aged 24 thru to December 2011, age 27 I quit because I didn't want to be bound to the pill and it caused it little bit of Gyno, as well as a slightly lowered libido but nothing major. I remember I tapered off the drug and thing settled back to normal just fine in the weeks and months after.
Fast forward to June 2014 and I decided to get back on the drug because I really didn't like the hair loss and being bald, I spoke to a consultant at the belgravia centre in London who said there wouldn't be any issue restarting and if I saw sides to simply come off again.
After nearly a year of being back on the drug in May 2015 I started getting really anxious in day to day life, driving a car, going to work, just the normal everyday stuff I was getting anxious about and I found myself not having any energy to go to the gym and play football as I've done nearly all my life. So on July 23rd 2015 I chucked all my pills out and quit cold turkey, expecting things to go back to normal, and they did, for about 2 weeks.
After 2 weeks, I couldn't believe what was happening to me. My anxiety went through the roof. Brain fog, shaking, I had 2 panic attacks at work and had to leave early and take time off on the sick. To add, I just couldn't sleep, insomnia was unbearable one night I didn't sleep and must have been up for a good 48 hours. I went to see my doctor and she ordered blood tests but she had never heard of post finasteride syndrome. I asked if she could test for testosterone. A few days after I got a message through to go back to discuss abnormal blood results. Free T plummeted to 7.6. I couldn't believe what I was going through. The doctor said to wait a month before testing again and if it was still low I need to go on some sort of therapy. The mad thing is in the first few days of the crash I was still able to get hard with my wife but as soon as the anxiety and insomnia kicked in I could hardly get it up, I can still get an erection but it takes a lot of stimulation.
I'm seriously worried that propecia has messed with my brain and caused unbelievable amount of damage. Is this all just because of the low t?
The anxiety is just unbearable I thought I would just go back to normal like I did the last time. Every day I get shakes, tremors, tension pain, knots in the stomach, and find every day tasks like eating tough.
Please tell me this will get better. I need hope