male pattern baldness has its place in the realm of things otherwise women would have genetically selected it out historically. The fact that so many men do go bald makes its own statement supporting the theory that generations ago, a woman seeked a relationship with a mature MAN who could provide and protect. Who would you want protecting you if you were a female, Jason Stratham or Guilligan Island guy.
True times have changed and working women now have more choices, usually preferring a man with everything possible, ie looks, money, humor, talents etc. But a smart woman will still choose the man that makes her feel good about herself, bald or not. That is not a disease it is called natural selection. Do your best with your hair, but learn to complement women, all women. They will come back for more every time and you will then get past your disease, insecurity.