I don't understand you but yeah I second you - it's the time you take some time away from treatments and see if your body goes back to its natural state.I cannot take pictures ... it's too depressing. But I have one from some months ago ............................. I took a picture after I hurt myself with my nails (yeah it's insane but I was going mad because of hair loss).
https://imgur.com/rCNE3lP
Its the only one I will share, I will never take pictures anytime soon ... and just sharing this one makes me really sick.