Exploring The Hormonal Route. Hair=life.

[JaneyElizabeth]

I tend to prefer guys anyway

Were you MtF from birth? I think people who grew up "effeminate" tend to be androphilic while we older gals are often gynephilic. Some say that you get progressively more androphilic as an MtF. What I will say and it is obvious, is that I like attention and it doesn't matter a whole lot who gives it to me

It's expensive being me though. How about you?

 

[JaneyElizabeth]

I tend to prefer guys anyway

Do you want to say why you are getting FFS? If I do, it's because filler costs a fortune. I posted earlier that before HRT, i couldn't smile literally and now I can smile and pose perfectly so yeah, that was $30,000 for all new gums and veneers and then there's botox and hair removal and injections and lip filler sigh but I mean, literally the last pics I posted I mean, I can see some Juliette Lewis in my face:

I sent this pic to my ex-wife's lawyer yesterday just to tweak her. She looks very young for 52. I never noticed how attractive she was until she left me, sigh. This would be impossible with two sets of twins so in a sense, I owe her but I also did this because I wanted to do things as we get older. I am not giving up on you dear since it's been six years and you are still date free with four children and well, look at me! And once again, it's a bit different when you have perfect tits listening to all of you moaning about potential breast growth but I am also petite like KCMB and that is just an enormous advantage but shhh. The folks on the MtF boards throw tomatoes at me if I say that....

 

[DogoDiLaurentiis]

Estrogen has pervasive skin effects that AA's don't have or barely have. The hair environments are not the same. Men have more sebum and yeast and coarser skin and hair. Men often cannot wear their hair below the ears because it looks crappy that long. I noticed before I noticed balding that my hair no longer looked good long. That's part of the mullet effect.

You need thick "fabio style" hair to look good longer, it must be dry, not oily and you need strong hair shafts and follicles.

I don't really want hair that long so much as I just want to grow it out again, presently have a high fade/faux hawk and growing it out to comb it off to one side. It's looking good, but I just need something to put my hair over this current obstacle of it not being quite as thick in parts as I would like. I'm really starting to wonder about minoxidil oral. If the estrogen doesn't do it, then it's the "bad" kind of inflammation, and oral minoxidil directly counteracts that, and I did not even know this, YES minoxidil can actually re-enlarge hair follicles and reverse miniaturization if it is not counteracted by other hormones.

I'm looking seriously into trying 2.5-5mg range of dosage.

 

[Almas]

Incomplete removal of the breast guarantees a relapse. Why would I waste money? Maybe it's possible to hide the craters a little with muscle growth - I don't know
One thing I know for sure: hair comes first, and craters are little things in life that are not visible under a T-shirt.

 

[DogoDiLaurentiis]

He has changed a lot ... Really looked like a girl. I would not want such a strong effect

I don't think he looked like a girl at all, he didn't look macho but guaranteed he had female callers after he got his hair back.

 

[DogoDiLaurentiis]

Incomplete removal of the breast guarantees a relapse. Why would I waste money? Maybe it's possible to hide the craters a little with muscle growth - I don't know
One thing I know for sure: hair comes first, and craters are little things in life that are not visible under a T-shirt.

If you're not sparing no expense to see the best cosmetic surgeon possible, you're doing yourself a disservice.

 

[Almas]

If you're not sparing no expense to see the best cosmetic surgeon possible, you're doing yourself a disservice.

Even the best plastic surgeon cannot remove the gland without craters. There are no guarantees anyway

 

[JaneyElizabeth]

Do you want to say why you are getting FFS? If I do, it's because filler costs a fortune. I posted earlier that before HRT, i couldn't smile literally and now I can smile and pose perfectly so yeah, that was $30,000 for all new gums and veneers and then there's botox and hair removal and injections and lip filler sigh but I mean, literally the last pics I posted I mean, I can see some Juliette Lewis in my face:


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I am one of the few for whom breasts achieve passing by themselves. That is all me and just from hormones! I don't BS. My results at 56 are startling. Here I am one year before formal HRT:

I knew this was going to be spectacular because Goddess told me to do this and because with MtF's garbage in, garbage out but not the way that one might think at least for me. It was a return to being attractive:

My question for guys done breeding is who would you rather look like between Billy, and then William and then Janey? Billy was no longer within reach obviously but HRT can be highly regressive for some. But between William and Janey, I don't think that there is any question which one is likely to draw the most attention, in a good way. I write about this often but I have no dead name but my alter ego was all used up and exhausted after two sets of twins and then a divorce where she accused me of being a cross-dresser and left with the children and I refused to look that way any longer.

And it is isn't cross-dressing if one is an MtF. Lol. She was okay with the panties but then when I stretched out her favorite shoes, that was the end...

 

[keepcoolmybabies]

Were you MtF from birth? I think people who grew up "effeminate" tend to be androphilic while we older gals are often gynephilic. Some say that you get progressively more androphilic as an MtF. What I will say and it is obvious, is that I like attention and it doesn't matter a whole lot who gives it to me

It's expensive being me though. How about you?

I don't have memories as far back as birth lol. But from when I do remember I've always wished I was a girl and was more effeminate when I was younger until I realized that would get me picked on. But my entire life up to transitioning, I've largely been detached and depressed while watching the life I had wished I could participate in the other side of the gender line continually go by, and all the while being ashamed over those feelings. As for sexuality I've generally always been into guys more

 

[JaneyElizabeth]

I don't have memories as far back as birth lol. But from when I do remember I've always wished I was a girl and was more effeminate when I was younger until I realized that would get me picked on. But my entire life up to transitioning, I've largely been detached and depressed while watching the life I had wished I could participate in the other side of the gender line continually go by, and all the while being ashamed over those feelings. As for sexuality I've generally always been into guys more

I appreciate your sharing. I got hit on by an older man when I was 18 but I was like, you want to do what? $100? Well, that is a lot of money, sir....but I could never do anything like that! That was before I knew that older guys gave it away for free. I am never sure if it is more humiliating to accept their money or not....Nah, just kidding. I did turn him down but it was nice that he thought that I had a purdy mouth.... Eh, I don't care but I was always submissive to men and women and honestly, if someone is clean and nice, I mean, I first got to practice being Jane at polyamory parties but those are shut down too although we still have video ones and one is coming up. I will post a link. They cost like $25. The house parties were just amazing so I mean, I have gotten to do some things but mostly I end up bottoming for FtM's at such parties.

I get the idea now that I can basically take my pick of guys and girls now. Even at the polyamory parties, I was not trying to pass yet as it was pre-wig but even my ugly William pics, don't indicate that I had a hot body from the neck down. I mean, what I have done is essentially to create a new person and that's part of my schtick so I hope it is mildly entertaining. There's a lot of polyamory folks out there so guys, don't give up. It's dark at those parties....

 

[DogoDiLaurentiis]

Even the best plastic surgeon cannot remove the gland without craters. There are no guarantees anyway

I don't know I've seen some people who have had it done and it looks fine.

 

[JaneyElizabeth]

If my ex ever takes me back, I will have a lot of deleting to do, lol. She will though cause Goddess told me this was the path and I am honest about having a revelation from Goddess. I was sitting at monitored visitation (since I am a cross-dresser) and my face was dripping from dermatitis and blood and someone took a pic of me on my phone and when I got home, that was that. My revelation was to return to my Billy personality and that i would receive the looks to succeed and that is completely true. I became brattier as Janey but just as smart or smarter. I have always been intelligent.

 

[JaneyElizabeth]

I don't know I've seen some people who have had it done and it looks fine.

Yeah but it is mutilation compared to a reduction. I just have qualms about scarring for everyone. That's why I am not high on transplants.

 

[DogoDiLaurentiis]

Dripping from dermatitis and blood? Did you dermaroll yourself just before the visitation?

 

[JaneyElizabeth]

Dripping from dermatitis and blood? Did you dermaroll yourself just before the visitation?

No but I will find a pic off my blog brb.

The next four are from 1-16-16 from the flea bag hotel that I was living in after my separation. This is something that I am touchy about when people tell me that I am selfish for expressing my femininity by chemically changing my body. I can't speak for everyone but for me, there was an equal issue of having a hormonal imbalance in terms of how my body processed DHT. Look at the painful blotches on my skin from shaving. I hadn't cut my hair which mostly made me look like a hobo, except there are a lot of better looking hobos lying around. Maybe I should have been drinking more....https://inpursuitoffeminity.blogspot.com/2020/04/oh-well.html

Goddess! I looked like a hobo as I state on my blog. Some times all of this good fortune with Janey seems like a dream.... Anyone who follows me can clearly see here my remarkable regrowth from baldness as this was my low point pretty much. Honestly, facially, I am still decent looking but that lasted only a couple of years more and then I went into free-fall looks-wise:

Here I have a Nats cap on and this is probably my last decent pic before beard removal. My father with the perfect hair who has disowned me took this picture which I really like in terms of expressiveness, post-divorce. Some times I feel guilty for jumping ship but I gave your guys 50 decent years before I abandoned you. I actually have a lot of really provocative stuff on there but I took it private because someone complained. I guess I am still male, in terms of what shocks me, which is very little but it's stuff like me dressed as Alice or a chambermaid. I have posted all of me on different reddit sites and yes, I am hot all the way down. I have never gotten even one negative feedback and lots of guys PM me so that feeds my ego. I would look even better if I hadn't gained 20 pounds from oral minoxidil but this is all a balancing act.

 

[DogoDiLaurentiis]

Yeah but it is mutilation compared to a reduction. I just have qualms about scarring for everyone. That's why I am not high on transplants.

I don't see that at all, just because you're removing something doesn't qualify it as mutilation. If that's the case then by your estimate braces and orthodontic treatments are slow motion mutilation, but what about the inverse?

Why does something just because it happens as a course of biology somehow given a pass? A lot of biological processes can go awry and not serve to the benefit of the person experiencing them, how does that not qualify as mutilation?

I was always very critical of people like that, I always felt like either they had fears they refused to disclose or they were envious of others with the courage to get procedures done.

 

[DogoDiLaurentiis]

No but I will find a pic off my blog brb.

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The next four are from 1-16-16 from the flea bag hotel that I was living in after my separation. This is something that I am touchy about when people tell me that I am selfish for expressing my femininity by chemically changing my body. I can't speak for everyone but for me, there was an equal issue of having a hormonal imbalance in terms of how my body processed DHT. Look at the painful blotches on my skin from shaving. I hadn't cut my hair which mostly made me look like a hobo, except there are a lot of better looking hobos lying around. Maybe I should have been drinking more....https://inpursuitoffeminity.blogspot.com/2020/04/oh-well.html

Goddess! I looked like a hobo but as I state on my blog,

If you found yourself to be very unhappy with your appearance and you wished to change it, then that's all the justification you need. But I would say that we now live in a world of technological marvels where pretty amazing transformations can take place both endocrinologically and surgically. I don't blame anyone for wanting to improve themselves if they find fault, I just personally take lessons from the errors of others and think long and hard about the things I would change and how I would go about changing them so I don't end up taking things too far.

But only you will know where that limit is, nobody else can tell you.

 

[JaneyElizabeth]

I don't see that at all, just because you're removing something doesn't qualify it as mutilation. If that's the case then by your estimate braces and orthodontic treatments are slow motion mutilation, but what about the inverse?

Why does something just because it happens as a course of biology somehow given a pass? A lot of biological processes can go awry and not serve to the benefit of the person experiencing them, how does that not qualify as mutilation?

I was always very critical of people like that, I always felt like either they had fears they refused to disclose or they were envious of others with the courage to get procedures done.

I don't mean it as an insult plus transplants were butchering to many in the 80's. If an FtM wants to chop off her boobs and go bald and wear a spidery-looking "beard" then I am like "you go guy" but....just not one of my two daughters. One of my sons has never cut his hair ever and guess who got him to do that. His brother wears his short as twins are wont to diverge. The one with the long hair is essentially an exact replica of me in terms of intelligence and looks but with blue eyes and he was the most attractive of all six of us but we were a good-looking family. He used to get misgendered by strangers and once I almost got into it with a guy on the El in Chicago because he was harassing my son and calling him my daughter and he was beautifully androgynous. Androgyny is basically a word that I learned first year in college when an older girl claimed she was androgynous. Well maybe but she wasn't hot but I decided then that I was androgynous too and then one year later, kerplunk!

 

[Selb]

Has anyone tried topical SERMs on breast tissue to get rid of gyno?

 

[Pls_NW-1]

Boobs should not grow if gynecomastia is excised. In a year I should have gynecomastia from Bicalutamide. I will ask the surgeon to cut it out completely. When that happens, I'll jump on E
In the event that Bicalutamide does not help me solo

Hey, how much feminization and side effects would you tolerate?