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The MOST retarded thing I hear when you talk to people about losing hair.
I mentioned this in another post yesterday but now my bi polar must have kicked in and Im uber depressed and pissed about it.
My old boss (woman who hired me) who was transferred to another dept stops in once in a blue moon to chit chat. It was made evident that one of the reasons she picked me for the job was because I was a "cutie".
Well in just a few years my hair has become awful. I tried shaving it off and going short but never receive ONE compliment ever!
The other day she was down here and we started talking about greying hair. My current boss, also a woman walked over because she dyes her hair.
I made a mention that I Would just shave it off again. My old boss already told me since I started growing it out again, never shave again it doesnt look good on me.
Well my new boss almost snapped her neck twisting around to tell me "NO, never shave your head again".
So really in the end what the FAWK option is there aside a hair transplant and crossed fingers?
even my idiot girlfriend who made me start shaving it off says she doesnt like it anymore. So I wasted my last few years of good hair listening to her, who is also not known for great advice.
These are also older woman not young girls.
Woman like to think they arent shallow or less picky than men but its SO not true. Women will "settle" after being jerked around by better looking guys and their vaginas are completely torn up.
I really would like a younger more attractive GF again but seriously I get ZERO attention from girls in my lower age range because they all think Im way older. Where I used to be able to walk out and strike up conversation with just a smile now I get that "wow what a pervert" look in return.
So the bald look is not for me, my hair is seriously thinning and as mentioned previously I get to see myself with hair every time I see my brother. All I think about lately is putting my damn gun in my mouth and pulling the trigger. I see the girls my brother still pulls in. He just broke up with his good looking GF and already had like 3 other girls. Hes NOT confident, he has zero social skills, has NO MONEY, doesnt work out like me and honestly is borderline 68 IQ retarded YET girls will run to him because he is still good looking with thick brown hair.
I might as well be a burn victim to them since all they see is thinning grey hair. I constantly want to murder my idiot old man for the faintest thought that a child would be a good idea when its known hairloss runs rampart on that side. I will say yes, if my brother is really his son then he got his brains because the old man is also not a smart man "forest gump", but anyone who says they want brains over beauty lives in a delusional world where they never had good looks to begin with.
I got my job now because I WAS good looking, same in the past. Yes I am really smart as well but honestly I have become so obsessed with my hair and researching that even my brains are taking a hit due to depression and anger issues. Good looks will get you in the door and further much faster than anything else. Unless you are one of those one in a million people who niche into something you are seriously fawked in life. I couldn't imagine having to go into the job market again. My resumes would get burned in my face. Remember there is always a guy with better looks yet the same qualifications.
burn the world.
Im just in that kind of mood today
I mentioned this in another post yesterday but now my bi polar must have kicked in and Im uber depressed and pissed about it.
My old boss (woman who hired me) who was transferred to another dept stops in once in a blue moon to chit chat. It was made evident that one of the reasons she picked me for the job was because I was a "cutie".
Well in just a few years my hair has become awful. I tried shaving it off and going short but never receive ONE compliment ever!
The other day she was down here and we started talking about greying hair. My current boss, also a woman walked over because she dyes her hair.
I made a mention that I Would just shave it off again. My old boss already told me since I started growing it out again, never shave again it doesnt look good on me.
Well my new boss almost snapped her neck twisting around to tell me "NO, never shave your head again".
So really in the end what the FAWK option is there aside a hair transplant and crossed fingers?
even my idiot girlfriend who made me start shaving it off says she doesnt like it anymore. So I wasted my last few years of good hair listening to her, who is also not known for great advice.
These are also older woman not young girls.
Woman like to think they arent shallow or less picky than men but its SO not true. Women will "settle" after being jerked around by better looking guys and their vaginas are completely torn up.
I really would like a younger more attractive GF again but seriously I get ZERO attention from girls in my lower age range because they all think Im way older. Where I used to be able to walk out and strike up conversation with just a smile now I get that "wow what a pervert" look in return.
So the bald look is not for me, my hair is seriously thinning and as mentioned previously I get to see myself with hair every time I see my brother. All I think about lately is putting my damn gun in my mouth and pulling the trigger. I see the girls my brother still pulls in. He just broke up with his good looking GF and already had like 3 other girls. Hes NOT confident, he has zero social skills, has NO MONEY, doesnt work out like me and honestly is borderline 68 IQ retarded YET girls will run to him because he is still good looking with thick brown hair.
I might as well be a burn victim to them since all they see is thinning grey hair. I constantly want to murder my idiot old man for the faintest thought that a child would be a good idea when its known hairloss runs rampart on that side. I will say yes, if my brother is really his son then he got his brains because the old man is also not a smart man "forest gump", but anyone who says they want brains over beauty lives in a delusional world where they never had good looks to begin with.
I got my job now because I WAS good looking, same in the past. Yes I am really smart as well but honestly I have become so obsessed with my hair and researching that even my brains are taking a hit due to depression and anger issues. Good looks will get you in the door and further much faster than anything else. Unless you are one of those one in a million people who niche into something you are seriously fawked in life. I couldn't imagine having to go into the job market again. My resumes would get burned in my face. Remember there is always a guy with better looks yet the same qualifications.
burn the world.
Im just in that kind of mood today
