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I am struggling to build muscle to have a rectangular shape right now. If the imbalance gets worse, it will be a problem. Plus, it's hard to build muscle on estradiol, although I haven't tested it.
Anyway, if it gives me great hair, I'm ready. But will it be seen on my face that I am taking something? Won't people start to see me as less manly, gay? Will people notice that there is something wrong with me?
Because @bridgeburn has changed so much in his regime that he can certainly be confused with a girl. You see, I don't want gender dysphoria
I don't want people to point fingers at me and say that I look like a girl
I have always looked softer and younger than my age, so I don't even f*****g care, Honestly even though I had sh*t wrong with me when I was younger I had so many b****s after me young and old but I was too ashamed and lacked confidence due to some problems I had to take advantage of the opportunities I had.
I will tell you this now after seeing things from many perspectives, almost every single guy that gets after another guy for looking feminine or not as hard and masculine is typically a man who is secretly very envious that his youth is gone.
The cult of masculinity is second only in its pettiness to the cult of middle school mean girls, if I knew now what I knew then I would have just laughed off all the faggots who decried me for not looking manly enough. I could have fucked so many wives of guys who looked nothing like me it's revolting I didn't.
I had morals this world does not deserve me to have.
All I want is to refill my chalice with youth once more and be a middle aged man with the youth of somebody in their mid 20s, that's it and it's totally achievable for me.